I’ve tried every drug besides brown had a meth addiction that was severe for over a year and a half which caused my dopamine to deplete and now I’m finding it hard to seee the joy in the little things even music doesn’t make me happy anymore
I tried killing myself early ages 10 to 14 suffocation, hanging, etc then had my breakthrough when I slit my wrist 12 gashes on each arm then overdosing which both times were successful I went to rehab for the bars after that
Pops died at 9 yrs mom caught cancer shortly right after no male role models or father figures no guidance no friends when I was in high school all I was to people was a producer and all I cared about was just being apart of something that felt normal