“95% of the rivals player base took Kingsman’s side and realized me and my friends are pieces of shit so my “streaming career” is on the line. I’ll do damage control time and lie about already having thought of all this before the video went out.” Are we for real 😭
I’m sorry I failed to realize that I need to take proper accountability on here as well. Many of you saw my replies and they were defensive, deflecting, and argumentative. I was busy fighting to defend myself and I’ve deleted them now because I realized what you guys really wanted from me was a sincere apology.
As a team captain I have a responsibility to make accommodations for ALL my teammates. While advocating for my widow otp, I also need to better respect Kingsmans wishes. Once the team environment became disruptive I needed to deescalate with a solution for both parties. A simple “hey guys, let’s try this game with widow, then the next one we can switch things up” could have worked.
Emotions were high and I failed to notice which resulted in me snapping at Kingsman. I apologize as no matter what, raising voices and instantly shutting down a teammate is not the right thing to do. I also should have reprimanded the comments directed at Kingsman once the scrims were over. I needed to hold everyone accountable.
I also apologize for calling Kingsman a loser. And I should not have read that chat in the first place. It was very disrespectful as Kingsman was just trying to win. And as a leader I needed to lead without emotions and a clear view. I said good vibes are important but failed to create that properly
Before Kingsman’s video went out I had already reflected which is why I didn’t realize YOU guys needed to hear it too. I’m sorry my Twitter fingers went first and not this. I tried my best to be ready as a captain, preparing a spreadsheet with various comps and playstyles. But I learned that being a team captain is more than strategies it’s about EVERYONE on the team. They all need to have a say.