queen of night eating syndrome • it's not my fault i never got better • an-r (dx) ednos/nes • bmi 18s • @quietqueeenie

Joined November 2025
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I genuinely worry about you guys all the time like my oomfs are on my mind omg I am checking on you even if I don’t interact bc I hate that you are hurting!!! I just want to cure all your problems and keep you in my pocket
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I JUST INVOLUNTARILY THREW UP OUT OF MY NOSE?????? I DONT???? Uhh HELLO???
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Ummmm. wat dat mean. Every day is a new joy with this body
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live footage of my eating disorder (they are both me)
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🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️ I have HEARTBURN
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🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️ im eating ONIONS AND VINEGARY DRESSING AGAIN
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ordering cava and the app is just oinking at me every time I add an ingredient
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i remember my first night binge so well. it was 5 years ago, my friend brought me a cake to make me feel better bc my cat died, I went to bed and for the first time in my life I woke up and ate the entire cake at 3 am. my life has been miserable since and I can’t stop doing it
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losing weight when you are right on the cusp of a normal weight / underweight is literally the hardest and worst thing of all time GO AWAYYYYYYYY
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live footage of me alternating between bmi 18 and bmi 19 every other month
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actually it’s really 18.5 - 18.9 every single week I’m so OVER IT
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okay turns out i just had to go to the bathroom and life is now worth living. thank u for ur time
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I was in inpatient with a 70 year old woman and I am now 18 years or more into my eating disorder. It’s devastating!!! So many of us don’t age out of this and just suffer silently for so long (not me tho I complain online but ykwim)
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These TikTok comments made me so sad 🙁
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queenie • retweeted
my only purpose in life is to spread positivity and complain about my eating disorder on the internet
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I think you guys would freak out if you saw how much seasoning I put on my food I stg being a veg with an ed is just eating vegetables with random diabolical combos of seasoning
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omg I’m gonna make an insane soup rn and nobody can stop me
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this is not a euphemism I’m literally gonna go make soup
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oomfs what walking pad do you have and do you like it
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hitting the pen and staring at the ceiling so I can stop thinking about how fat my arms are
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I just saw the fattest pictures of my arms to ever exist I wish I could jump off a cliff oh my god how is that possible
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just made such a diabolically ed coded snack that I actually started laughing out loud (cold chickpeas from the can and cut up carrots with random seasoning)
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and raw garlic because idk someone needs to put me in maximum security prison
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