Just another "schizo" who was right about everything. MK Ultra survivor. PSSD sufferer. Trekkie. Truth Teller. Scientologist. LRH is king.

Joined June 2023
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Erika Kirk the K*bbalistic Witch
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GRANDMA IS FREE !!!!!!!
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not letting my grandma out until code veronica get a remake
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Same, friend. Same.
Lost emotions, sexuality, sanity, social life, ability to feel pleasure, health, cognitive ability. I lost everything
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Soul Reaver Fallen Brothers - Melchiah : Bitbot Media : Free Download, Borrow, and Streaming : Internet Archive archive.org/details/page-1_2…

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Happy Birthday, COB David Miscavige! 🥳
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I’m officially saving up money for a trip to Switzerland to receive VAD. I cannot live this PSSD/PAS unlife anymore.
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It should not be biologically possible to drink this much without feeling ANYTHING. How can PSSD even do this to a person?
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Nope! Just fear of failing the h**nging attempt and winding up a vegetable where I'm FORCED to live like a Frankenstein's monster. There's no hope, silly.
Do suicidal people stay because of hope?
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Risperdal is going to make my death as terrifying as possible. Do I not deserve at the very least to die in peace?
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Sometimes it's the same guy saying both those things.
medication reddit is crazy because it will be the same medication same dose and one guy will say "it saved my life" and another guy will say "this drug made me see demons and alienate everyone i know"
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FUCK PSSD. THIS VODKA IS HAVING NO EFFECT ON MY BRAIN, JUST GIVING ME A HEADACHE. FUCKING PSYCHIATRISTS I CAN'T EVEN DRINK MYSELF TO DEATH SUCCESSFULLY. I WAS GOING TO USE SOME LIQUID COURAGE TO MINECRAFT MYSELF AND I CAN'T EVEN DO THAT THIS IS LIVING HELL.
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I don't know why everyone has a problem with Legacy of Kain: Ascendance. I'm having a blast with it! God bless Michael Bell and Simon Templeman for reprising their roles. It's such a shame Rene Auberjoinos isn't with us anymore to reprise his role as Janos. Gorgeous visuals, fantastic music that captures the feel of the classic games, and fun metroidvania style combat. Don't know what the problem is! When it comes to Legacy of Kain, I ain't gonna look a gift horse in the mouth.
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Same feeling. Disgusting.
Sydney Sweeney promoting and Catering to the Pedos in Euphoria
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There's a website in the UK where you can book an "ADHD assessment." In other words, a site where you can buy an #ADHD label. It's called psychiatry (hyphen) uk (dot) com. The assessment/purchase for the label isn't cheap. An hour with a so-called expert, and the label will set you back £950. And then the follow-up. That will be £750. But it's profit-driven and it's fraud. ADHD is an unscientific redefinition of a set of emotional and behavioural characteristics. It represents the modern Emperor's New Clothes. #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #psychiatry #mentalhealthawareness
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This gonna be me.
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There was a time when I felt good after exercise. Now I jog and there's nothing. The endorphins have no effect. I just feel irritated and sweaty. It doesn't clear my mind at all. I'm tired of people's platitudes telling me if I just try it will get better. If you cut off someone's arms, they will never grow back no matter how hard you wish or try. A frontal lobe that's been damaged beyond repair ain't coming back either. I'm on self-imposed death row. There is literally no other option than to discard this body for one with a new brain. That's the only hope I can have. That's the one last thing I believe in.
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Because people don't realize it's a degenerative condition. Complete loss of sexuality is only the FIRST symptom. After that comes loss of all pleasure and emotion, and after that comes dementia like cognitive decline. After a while you'll wind up an invalid who can't even carry a conversation anymore and wish for nothing but death.
post ssri sexual dysfunction is such a shit name for this condition, it gives people the false impression that pssd is exclusively about sexual dysfunction and doesn't even begin to describe the horror of living with the inability to feel pleasure and emotions
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Losing your sexuality, personality, humor and wits, ability to feel joy, love and connection, your cognition, and even the ability to feel sadness, has got to be one of the worst things that can happen to someone. I wish i had known that citalopram could do this to someone.
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I wish I died at 16 before psychiatry got their grubby nasty hands on me. When I was 16 I didn't want to live. Now after psychiatry, I don't want to live with genital numbness, intense anhedonia, memory loss and cognitive dysfunction caused by their disgusting garbage drugs.
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