Your LONG AWAITED Update about ME.
There's a lot of new people following me, thank you for that, it's much appreciated. The majority though have been with me since I started this account, some know me IRL and I keep seeing comments and messages asking how I am doing with my health. Also stating how they haven't seen me post in a long time.
Before I start and this will be a long read. The Russian flag is there as a joke because from the start of this BS we "protestors" were being accused of being Russian paid assets. If you think WAY back, it was brought up in parliament.
I got sick and tired of it, so my sarcastic and blunt ass decided to stir the pot and put in my bio. There is a Canadian flag there too but all they see is that. It pisses the wingnuts off and gives me a good laugh.
And for the record, I am a FEMALE not a dude. Biological FREE range as I like to call it, well I used to be until the butchers came for me .. surgeons and fkd me right up due to an ovarian mass. They put teflon mesh inside of me after removing that mass and now my innards are a hot mess. Feb 26, it will be 2 yrs since that happened.
I can't even believe it's been that long! My health has not changed, I actually went for my long awaited CT scan just a few weeks before Christmas. 16 freaking months of waiting. Still in a lot of pain with this giant hernia that keeps me in bed most of the time because of the mesh.
During my time off from here, I have managed to get out more and lost about a good 30 lbs. So down to my ideal weight which is great for my next surgery. I am trying my best to stay positive, a lot of you know I went through some serious ass stages of depression due to everything. I signed papers, went to a lawyer and just wanted to say fk it all.
But I have 3 young men I have raised and 2 little nieces (10 and 8) that I spend a lot of time with as some of you know and also help raise along side their single father. I couldn't and cannot imagine leaving them all behind. So it was time to reprogram my gears and give my head a good shake.
I took the hiatus in July I think and didn't touch any social media or alcohol. I just focused on my nieces, getting out of bed every day, going to see them or having them see me. We made hella crafts and cooked off the charts, still are lol. It feels good to be "alive" again, so to speak.
There are a lot of things that are still dismal, the pain, the fkn pain and I wouldn't wish on any of the wingnuts I come across on here daily or IRL for that matter! But some how with god's grace, I manage to let it escape for a while each day.
So sometime this year I will be scheduled for surgery and hopefully my little tiff with my surgeons secretary won't be held over my head when they slap me on the butchers table and knock me out this time lol.
Hey, she promised me a letter, it didn't get sent so we had some words lol. I'll macrame her something and try to not to piss her off so he doesn't kill me, like the last one tried to. I know how surgeons are about their secretaries lol. Then after I am all good and healed I'll be back to Berta bound BABY! Let's say 6 to 8 months being hopeful.
For you newbies, I am blunt to the point with a lot of sarcasm. Don't be an ass to me, I won't be a bitch to you. And for the millionth time said lol, so you know ahead of time I do NOT support political parties. Don't bother trying to sway me, it won't happen. I am for the people not for the "party." So I call out parties on their shit but mainly those super fascist asses.
I've been a long time advocate for the people, I've worked on a lot of different issues over the years IRL and told off a lot of politicians IRL. Been put on lists which I can verify, so I am not "paranoid" as one person tried to convince me of one day lol Seriously FAFO with that.
I've rambled on long enough now, all the posts unless they are of my "opinion" will be sourced, a few of you noticed that this week. I'm not leaving room for the wingnuts to argue anymore, they can FAFO.
A HUGE thank you to everyone for the comments and messages, all of your concern, care, love and prayers. It means so much to me and my family and always will. For as long as god's grace permits, I will stand with you all and fight for the greater good.
Love and hugs!
xoxoxo
Cricket.