Hi everyone! Unfortunately, two emergencies wrecked me this week so I'll be pushing streams until next week. A close family member had a stroke and my car finally broke down, so we're having to lease a brand-new car tomorrow morning. This, on-top of moving next month, has just been way too much.
I'm also pushing my debut back to the last week of the month. It's what I've been waiting on for so many months, but I just haven't been able to dedicate the time to preparing like I need to.
It sometimes feels like I can't catch a break. I know I've got a lot of people cheering me on and I truly feel like I'm letting everyone down with every setback. I also know I've been extremely distant from a lot of friends and from social media in general. It's gone unsaid, but these last few months have been both extremely amazing and so, so tiring.
But, I know these feelings are fleeting and that once I debut, once I move, once I'm in my new car, the horrible feelings will go away.
My family member (I'm being vague for privacy reasons) has just regained feeling of her hands. So, things aren't all bad! I just really need a few extra days to get my life together so I can return with fuller energy.
Thank you to everyone who shows up for me in my DMs, in voice calls, on stream, or even just on social media. My support system is absolutely phenomenal and is why I'm able to push through each day with a smile on my face, even if it's a tired one.
So yeah! More updates coming soon, I'm spending tonight catching up on the things I've pushed off.