My hobby of woodworking has led me buy a CNC, 2 laser engravers, multiple tools and 8 clamps. Not to mention all the wood for my projects.
the reason you feel insane is because all of your "hobbies" are nothing more than glorified consumption. you won't find God in $15k a month of skis, camera gear, or coffee machines. you NEED to create something, just go BUILD, a chair, a bench, carve some wood, anything, please