Often times desolation devastates the soul because it feels like God has completely abandoned it. But the truth is, it only feels that way because the body is being brutalized. Often pain is lived in the body last. It pays a real cost. People dont recognize the pain as God being close, because the mind wants to associate Him with soothing consolation only.
But Iโve come to see the pain as evidence that Christ is near. So near that He is sharing His flesh with your flesh. The sorrow you feel is His sorrow being offered, the bodily pain you feel is His agony.
The reason He can be conceptually seen as closer than ever is because in the midst of great suffering, you can almost feel that He is giving you the chance to see what He bore for you in love. Love pressed so close it entered the heart, nerves, breath, muscles, and bones. Every ounce of the body paid the cost.
That is not God abandoning you, it is Him letting you experience Him without buffering the encounter. Pain is not the opposite of consolation, it often is consolation stripped of anesthesia.
When I say that He is sharing His flesh with your flesh, Iโm saying that not as a metaphor but as a true encounter with Christ Himself.
That doesnโt make it less brutal. It often makes it more brutal. But with that framing, for what itโs worth, it makes it meaningful.
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