I’ve done ayahuasca (dmt) 8x times now. I do it once per year for myself. As mind, body and sprit reset, cleanse and reconnection.
If you want to exit the matrix, this is that.
To say this has been the most impactful thing I’ve done for my life is an understatement.
Every ceremony and every cup is entirely different. There is infinitely more I uncover, learn, overcome and experience about myself. The world. The universe. And consciousness. Every single time I do this. And the depth of learnings and wisdom is infinite it seems.
It’s not for everyone. But those who are able to know the lastly years long, life long impact it has. If I could describe in one word it would be “overwhelming”. Our vocabulary is limited to fully encapsulated even the slightest of any of it really.
To add more colour to what it’s like, it will be the single hardest thing you’ll ever do, like facing all your deepest darkest fears, anxieties, demons, things you ignore, pain psychically, emotionally and spiritually, pain of others, of everyone, of things you never knew existed, mountains and mountains of it bearing down on you all at once, and you’re the only one who can resolve it. This is why we do it. But at the same time you’ll experience love like you’ve never experienced, peace, what it really means, what is important, what is not, a connection with self, yourself and others and consciousness itself, pride, joy, fun, maybe orgasm, life long lessons and much more like you’ve never ever experienced. It will change your life. I guarantee you. And it’s up to you how to interpret it and take that into the world.
After many years of doing this now, and though I am very likely done it more than most, I am still only just scratching the surface. I have experienced many things including an immense amount of self healing and leveling up, self love, purpose and much more, pure love, joy, peace, enlightenment, connection, past lives, other lives, God, gods, spirits good and bad, other beings, other worlds, cities, what consciousness really is, the underlying love consciousness rests, on so so so much more. I could talk for days on this. And words do not do justice here.
But it’s interesting as a longevity therapy because even just choosing to do it know within myself there is deep sense of reason for my physical and spiritual health to do I cannot explain, but in data even just looking at a simple metric like my whoop data. Specifically just HRV has been highest and sustainability highest it’s been for a prolonged period consistently after doing ayahuasca/ dmt. Even days or weeks later. These days and weeks even months after I am often my peak self, deep sense of peace calmness resolve. I don’t have the data as much as Bryan will have for this to prove. But just from HRV alone shows certainly a positive impact on my life without anything else changed. So I’m curious as to the depth of data here and what it will show.
Either way this will be world changing for BJ. And I encourage others even if you have a slight feeling to do this yourself. To listen to yourself on this.
You will not be the same person after. I promise. But it will be for the better.
My next longevity experiment: 5-MeO-DMT.