I hate how much sense this makes. Since Paget said she had to cry for S20, maybe Emily has a breakdown? Work stress peaks, she runs out of pills, gets intense cravings, then finds a hidden stash at home, realizes how addicted she is, and just completely snaps
oh and FOLLOW UP even MORE hot take… i don’t think those pills we’ve seen her pop in multiple episodes are just antacids!!! especially with how many she takes at a time!!! i think she’s abusing prescription drugs for stress relief!!!