the gay slutcloud has been very good to me
Part of the reason I like talking publicly about the sex culture I'm in is that I know a lot of people who used to be living in deep shame about their sexuality, and only after learning to accept themselves, entered into the slutcloud lifestyle, and strongly prefer this life over their past one. Some of these people have been living it successfully for years, or decades, some married and with kids, people for whom the slutcloud is clearly the right choice.
I don't think the slutcloud is right for everyone! You might introspect hard and realize that you want a simple monog lifestyle. That's also totally fine! You are fortunate that the thing you naturally are, also happens to be the thing so culturally approved!
But there are people out there, right now, who are living in self hatred, shame, and fear, who don't want to admit to themself that the stigmatized path of weirdness is actually the one that would make them happiest.
I feel strongly about living publicly in full self-acceptance, so that I can help show other people that it's possible to accept yourself, as you are, in a vibrant and healthy way, and that it will be ok, there are others like you, all in a cozy community where we all support each other. You are not alone! There are those who will cradle you lovingly in your strangeness - not in spite of it, but because of it.