I felt like writing a post in defense of physicians. We seem to be getting a lot of crap recently.
But I donโt know really where to start or what say. There is so much cynicism and bad faith and really plain unhidden contempt these days.
But why? Because we canโt fix you? And never could? Because you want us to be something we are not? A coach. A trainer. A knower of all things nutrition and all things non-pharmaceutical. A knower of every little niche thing youโre into. That isnโt how we are taught or trained. But thatโs our fault somehow that the reality of us doesnโt meet with the expectation of you?
Youโre mad about how we donโt have long periods of time for you and this can lead to less accurate or optimal diagnosis or treatment. Youโre mad the drugs cost a lot. Youโre mad you pay for health insurance and it seems like it never pays for much. Yet, none of those phenomena are the fault of physicians. Weโre mad about those things too.
Youโre mad about Covid. And vaccines. A pandemic we didnโt create. Nor other endemic viruses we had anything to do with. You blame us for the vaccines and policies put into place by politicians bureaucrats as if we are personally responsible.
You get mad we make a good salary. Tell us we only make this money because we did dirty tricks to prevent there from being enough doctors. Decisions made decades ago based on predictions that seemed reasonable then but turned out wrong now that those of us working currently had nothing to do with.
Our knowledge, experience and expertise downplayed. All that is needed out there is a smart teenager with an AI and access to any chemical they want.
I donโt even know how you even begin going after addressing all of it. Itโs rather daunting. Iโm not sure I can, so I wonโt try.
The thing is I donโt owe anyone any explanations or apologies. Iโve showed up every gd of this job to be the best doc I could for the people the Lord put in my path. And Iโve manned the f*cking wall against the dragons and barbarians with honor for a decade. I run into the rooms of the sick when everyone else is running out. Iโve stood in the gaps between life and death and fought hard for everyone, even the ones I lost. And you never really ever forget the ones you lose. Itโs been nights, weekends, holidays, birthdays, anniversaries, & kids sporting events. Iโve taken those hits to my health and to my family life for the same people who just want to sh*t all over me and my profession today and itโs so heartbreaking & disappointing.
I guess maybe you were disappointed by a doctor at some point. We clearly arenโt infallible. We have bad days too. You can see the burnout in the way they make many physicians in clinic practice.
I donโt know what to tell you about the guys that are really awful. They do exist. They also arenโt all or even most physicians.
Most of what everyone is mad about has nothing to really do with us. Itโs policies and laws made bureaucrats, politicians & corps. We simply exist in it. Try to work inside the crazy nonsense ourselves.
Weโve never had a โlobbyโ and it might be interesting to see what things would look like if we actually did. There are people working in this now. But mostly physicians have been too busy just being docs to get all caught up in any of it. There is barely anything left after a week in clinic for my family and some working out let alone some cynical ploy or play to keep it hard for people to become physicians. I donโt know if enough people really understand that. How really taxing and exhausting the work is. I wouldnโt wish the responsibility on anyone either. Heavy is the white coat โฆ
This post probably wonโt change any minds of the bad faith actors but I do hope it in some way humanizes us to you if only in some small way.
Iโm just one guy fighting the good fight. On tonight actually and holding down the fort. If any are in need of my expertise, and I hope not (no one meets me in a good day), Iโm here.