So umm, explain ur username....

I've been terrorized for two years now, but this time it went too far. This weekend at DoKoMi, a man stalked me, photographed me, threatened to kill me. He told me he was going to rape me and slit my throat. The DoKoMi team and the German police stepped in, and for the entire convention I was escorted by two bodyguards. I couldn't even go to the bathroom alone. This is bad. Really bad. This didn't start here. It followed me from France. It's so much worse than people realise… It's unreal, and I can barely process what I'm writing. In the panic of the moment, when I received the first threats talking about “beheading” me, I hid in the hall 17 bathrooms for over 20 minutes, completely terrified. I could have died this weekend if the DoKoMi team hadn’t reacted with incredible professionalism, because at that point, we genuinely didn’t know whether someone was really there inside the convention. But someone was there, for real. We got the confirmation the next day. This psychopath traveled all the way from France to terrorize me, and if he’d had the chance, I’m certain he would have hurt me. Unfortunately for him, I was almost never alone, and starting Saturday, when this lunatic sent me his threats an hour before my Meet & Greet, I had two incredible security guards with me keeping me safe. At no point, with them by my side, did I ever feel unsafe. Still, I’m living through all of this as a real trauma. What happened is worthy of a movie scenario, but it was real life, and it was happening to me, Solva. Just a VTuber who isn’t even that well known. Confined to the Creators’ Lounge, inside the No-Streaming Zone, I found myself surrounded by security. The Polizei came to take my statement, and I was asked to make a decision. Cancel my Meet & Greet, leave the convention under escort, or stay, with the risk that something could happen. I found all of it deeply unfair. The very idea of giving everything up after all we’d sacrificed to prepare for DoKoMi filled me with rage inside. It was unacceptable, and that’s when I realized that’s exactly what this lunatic wanted. He wanted me to be afraid, and to run away. So I made the conscious decision to keep my Meet & Greet, and to stay at the Convention alongside my bodyguards, after making sure that everyone's safety, and especially my community's, could be ensured as much as possible. It was the HARDEST decision of my entire life, because all of this is going too far, you understand? We’re just here to stream, to have fun. We want to entertain people, to make them happy. It's not worth dying over. But at the same time, I couldn’t deny myself the right to live.I didn’t want to do that, I didn’t want to abandon everyone from my community who came all the way from France to meet me. I couldn’t, so I don’t know if it was reasonable, but it’s the decision I made and I stand by it. I regret nothing. I really want to stress this: I’m the one who took the risk of staying, it wasn’t risk-free and I was told as much, but I felt safe with the people handling my protection. Despite everything, I decided to do my best to actually enjoy DoKoMi! I can’t help wondering what everyone who crossed paths with me from that point on must have thought. Whenever I wandered around the booths, there were always two people in yellow vests flanking me. People’s bags had to be checked before they could talk to me. In the bathroom, there was always a guard waiting for me. Even to grab a bottle of water, I had to be escorted. I got treated like a real Princess, haha! (I’m still a little embarrassed about the moment I bought myself a Tamagotchi and couldn’t get the box open, so my bodyguard took it and popped it open in one go, I’m so useless!). And then the Nightmare kept going. Sunday afternoon, I got a photo of myself. The stalker was following us. What he said stuck with me. “No one’s going to save you.” That line still haunts me. I started to panic, and they got me out of hall 4 within minutes. Once again, I couldn’t leave the Lounge. It was now too risky, and I finished my DoKoMi in the No-Streaming Zone. A lot of friends came to visit me, especially @LineChu, and it really did me good. My whole team knew something could happen at DoKoMi. In the weeks before the convention, I got messages on Twitch saying I was going to be burned alive, beaten with baseball bats during the event. We knew there was a risk, but we didn’t think anyone would travel all the way to Germany to come after me in person. None of this is random, and it didn’t come out of nowhere. For 2 years I’ve been living through systematic harassment of unimaginable violence, orchestrated from start to finish by French VTubers in retaliation for my participation in Z-Event 2024, one of the biggest charity events on Twitch. Legal proceedings are underway in France for “harassment, defamation and death threats,” and several VTubers have been placed under formal investigation by the French justice system. There will be a trial in which I’m recognized as a victim. In November 2025, an attempted assault took place right outside my home, which forced me to move out in a hurry. Several hooded men came to beat me up, pretending they had a package for me. I escaped at the last second because @MylawaVT went down in my place to collect the fake package. A few months earlier, in May 2025, I was fully doxxed: my personal information, including my last name, first name, date of birth, phone number, the same number that let the DoKoMi psychopath reach me on Telegram. By calling my electricity provider, my harassers also managed to get my home address and have my power cut off. I had to spend the night at the police station because they said they were going to come and rape me and kill me. Each of these events would need a post all to itself, not counting the flood of hate messages I get every single week. Threats, intimidating emails, posts calling for me to be shot, for me to be put through what my uncle did to me as a child. I’m at the end of my rope, and by spreading all these horrors out over time, people stop realizing how insane what I’m living through really is. It’s a never-ending nightmare. And you’re probably wondering: why? What could possibly have happened for me to be harassed this much? I became the target of groomer hunters because French VTubers accused me of being a pedophile. Why? Because on my Patreon, I used to share NSFW art of my avatar. And to them, it doesn’t matter that I’m an adult: my avatar supposedly looks like a child, so it would supposedly be “child pornography.” That’s it. There’s nothing more to it. A virtual avatar I created just because I don’t like my body and I think I’m ugly. The French VTubers involved in harassing me knew very well about the incest I went through, which wrecked my relationship with myself. My avatar is just an idealized version of me, based on my real-life proportions. Him, my avatar, no one ever put him through what I went through as a child. With my VTuber model, I felt like I was taking back control of my body, it was me without the crappy part. I’ve always found it grim and twisted that anyone sees me as a child, when I am, without any ambiguity, an adult. Sure, effeminate, sure, hairless, sure, skinny, short for a guy, but an adult all the same. These harasser-VTubers never had an ounce of empathy for my situation, for the real pedophile rapes my uncle subjected me to, and they knowingly set out to destroy my life even though they knew I’d been through severe incest (see my pinned post for more information). And here’s where we are today. Because of my stream character, because of drawings of myself, people are hunting me down in real life and saying they want to RAPE me and KILL me??? Every time I think it can't get any worse, it gets worse. They have NO LIMITS. None of this is the work of a lone individual. I’d like to end by saying a final thank you to the entire DoKoMi team. Their responsiveness and professionalism probably spared me the worst. They took the threats seriously from the very first second, never once minimizing what I was going through. Fisky and Simon - manager of Hall 10, thank you for everything you did on behalf of DoKoMi. @4mberspark, @SenzVT, @Velkyen, @LineChu, thank you for helping take my mind off it all with everyone. This isn’t just another internet drama. This is my life we’re talking about, and the danger is real. Police forces from two countries have been involved. I’m going through far worse than most streamers, far more well-known than me. This has to stop, and in case something does happen to me, at least everyone who reads this message will know why. Thank you, and I’m truly sorry for inflicting this on your timeline.