I confess, I have had a very difficult time being excited about the future since my son Samuel passed away last year. I am typically an extremely ambitious, excited, dreamer of an individual, but the world has been so gray ever since.
This is not right. We have heaven to look forward to. Christ is still on the throne, and as understandable as my condition is, it's not healthy for myself, or anyone around me.
I repent for my lack of hope. My lack of gratitude for all that God has blessed me with. I pray, and ask for your prayers that I would be quickened by the spirit of the living God with energy and power to carry out the mission which He has set before me.
I pray that a spirit-led heart posture of gratitude for all that God has blessed me with, including the blessed hope of seeing my son again, which is only found through faith in Christ, will bring this dead man back to life again.
I love you all.
I've got a real good feelin'
Sola Deo Gloria.