I am proud to announce that I have joined the team @DrinkGamerGirl which has now gone live. We have a handful of products to start our collaboration and if you use code SWEETBEARVT you can save 10%. This is just the start of our journey together and I can't wait to see where we go. Thank you for this opportunity. 🖤💚

Today 630pm BST. 🖤💚

Good morning, You have made it to Sunday and you should be super proud of that. It’s a new day which means there are new opportunities. Continue getting your recharge in and a fantastic rest. Keep hydrated and keep pushing forward for your goals You have got this. 🖤💚

It’s so late and I am a nearly 40 year old cuddling her Zen plush because I have been upset since trying to go to bed. I feel like I have annoyed some people and I genuinely am really confused. It is times like this that I hate that 95% of my life has been negative moments. I am so emotional and now I am thinking does Zen think I am a clout chaser? I’m not I am really not I just want to have friends. I can’t be more open than doxing myself and I can’t do that because the bad people might find me. So sorry everyone to go on I just hyper emotional sometimes.

Goodnight everyone, Hope that your Saturday has been nice and chilled. Wanted to tell you all that your hard work does not go unnoticed and you are all doing great. You have got this, have a good rest and have some awesome dreams. 🖤💚

Thank you everyone for coming on today’s Pokemon adventure with @SakuraWitchVT and I. Was lots of fun and so nice to see you all. Thank you @Cuteliest for the raid 🖤💚. We raided out to Zentreya. Please give them all some love as they are all lovely. Again thank you and have an awesome rest of your Saturday. 🖤💚

Subathon Day 74 @sakurawitchvt so which Pokemon are you? 🖤💚 twitch.tv/sweetbearvt

Be proud of who you are; your uniqueness is your strength. Never bend yourself to fit the shape of others’ expectations. You are enough just as you are—always. Trust yourself; you have the power to overcome and thrive. Authenticity is your greatest gift; embrace it without apology. 🖤💚

Good morning and happy Saturday, You have made it to the weekend and you should all be proud of that. You have managed to overcome the weeks level of life. You are doing great, however please treat any workers you come across this weekend with kindness and respect because it is their busiest days of the week and you could make or break their weekend. Have a great day, keep hydrated, keep safe and look awesome doing it. 🖤💚

Goodnight, Hope everyone has achieved what they set out for today. Please keep safe, stay hydrated, have a restful sleep and some good dreams. 🖤💚

I can’t believe 2 weeks tomorrow it’s my 40th birthday. I am excited but also so nervous. Having never had a birthday party before and having one with doing a 12 hour stream I am so nervous no one will turn up. Then I’m excited that I might actually get a birthday present from not just Sakura. It is going to be the first one with having friends hopefully. I know to alot of people this sounds silly but having never had anything like this ever growing up it is a really big thing. The excitement and nerves keeps making me feel sick 😂. I might actually have one to remember. I really hope so. 🖤💚

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Go and cause positivity chaos 🖤💚

There is still so much good in this world, even when it’s hard to see. Don’t let negativity change who you are. Keep showing up with kindness, integrity, and authenticity. The right people will appreciate you, and the good you put into the world will always find its way back. Screw the negativity. Keep being you. 🖤💚

Good morning, You have made it to Friday. The last day of the weekday, support each other and get them over today’s finish line. Today’s goal is progress not perfection and I know you have got this. Have a good day and keep hydrated. 🖤💚

It’s 3am and I am struggling to sleep. This hate towards people wanting to make friends with bigger people for normally reasons along with downer on me trying to be a positive person. Just brung up so many memories of older times with how cruel people can be. Damn my old ass for caring so much.

Goodnight, Think it’s time to come off here tonight. Have been getting harassed for trying to spread positivity and wanting to make a friend with a big vtuber. If they have no interest ever I am sure I will be told and shutdown. Keep yourselves safe, hydrated and sleep well. Night 🖤💚

Seeing some horrible collab experiences and I am sorry for everyone who has had this. One thing though that I don't like being said all the time is do not do collabs with people as they are just clout chasing. Yes I agree some people do and that isn't on, but to tarnish every person with the same brush is not on. There are some of us who are really are looking for friends and actually build a proper friendship. Yes you shouldn't just jump in a collab with someone and I do think it is best chat offline and see how you get on. I take offense as someone who wants to make friends with people that everyone gets lumped in together. Remember everyone is different, you don't know me and how I think, my past as to why I want friends. Not all of us want to be famous. Apologies with the little moan but as someone who has a dream to be friends with some much bigger creators, this annoyed me because I am not a little kid and that is not what I want, I just want to have people to have fun with because I didn't get that when I was young. So think before passing judgement because this world is crap enough as it is and doesn't need more negativity than we have already. Try and change things and make this a better place. Hope you are all having a good day. 🖤💚

Hey, Going to move the Mini Debut from tomorrow to Sunday. Have had a bad migraine all day so I have been reall unproductive. Sorry. 🖤💚

One of my first ever collabs I did was with a couple of other people. I was super excited but found it was more like I was just a 3rd wheel for the collab I was invited to. Was pretty much ignored the whole time while the other two just spoke and laughed the whole time. Had another one where it became over sexualised and flirty the whole stream which I find really awkward due to my past. Anyway after the collab as I am very open about my past I got messages from a couple of people in their community telling me that my abusers should have finished the job and do everyone a favour. I very nearly stopped vtubing after that and have found some really nice people. 🖤💚