It’s that day of the year again!🎉
Thank you so much to everyone, all the friends I’ve made throughout these years, and everyone who continues to support me.
I especially want to apologize for the drastic slowdown in my content from the latter half of last year until now. A part of me has become increasingly demanding and perfectionistic. Beyond the time my commissions and sets take, what truly holds me back is my own negativity, a creative block, and fear.
Fear of no longer innovating. Fear of becoming repetitive. Fear of losing my identity. Fear of not having ideas I personally consider worthy enough.
I’ve spent months feeling stuck like this. Somewhere along the way, I lost the passion and courage I used to have when facing mistakes or failure.
But today is a day to celebrate.
And little by little, I want to recover. I want to create again, improve again, and grow more than ever before. No matter how long the road is, I want to enjoy it instead of living in fear of not meeting my own impossible expectations.
To hell with that.
What I create is unique, and I want to stop feeling ashamed of it. Very few people in the same space I’m in can do what I do the way I do it. I put my soul and effort into every piece I make.
Somewhere along the way, I stopped creating for my own happiness, approval, and fun… and thinking about that now honestly makes me angry at myself. Why should any of that matter? What truly makes me happy is creating what I love and surprising people with the ideas and quality I’ve spent years refining.
Thank you to everyone reading this, probably not many people, but it doesn’t matter anymore.
I’ll just keep moving forward, making the things I love.
I think today is the right day to finally put these feelings into words. Instead of looking at everything I’ve done with fear, I want to look at everything I still can do, and let that motivate me to keep going.
Thank you all, truly. I don’t deserve people as warm and kind as you ❤️