the fear of being missing out / I also do music: @operators_band STELLIUM. sometimes I write about booze
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16 Mar 2024
isolated and ostracized for much of the year, I owe a world of gratitude to the handful of people - many of you strangers! - that have listened to me. Validated me. Supported me. And understood why I am inclined to speak publicly. To tell my story. To not succumb to erasure. ♥️
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May 11
tenuously re-engaging with my long estranged family and really trying in earnest to connect but not a single person in the group chat has laughed at this side by side I sent of baby me sharing an uncanny resemblance to old Mickey Rooney ☹️
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alas, no one asked me beforehand so here I am; still not pleased and very cranky
Idk being alive is pretty hard when the only thing you’re certain of is that you should have never been born in the first place and would objectively be better off dead
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Idk being alive is pretty hard when the only thing you’re certain of is that you should have never been born in the first place and would objectively be better off dead
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elvis depressedly retweeted
Apr 28
Just realized I tried to kill myself on 4/20, so for the rumor mill: Yes, I was smoking weed with Hitler. He still has the same beliefs, but he's gotten way more New Agey. He said, "I wouldn't even want to be the Führer now," and I said, "Dog, you are Hitler, but I feel you"
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Apr 24
― Roland Barthes, A Lover's Discourse
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Apr 3
i accidentally showed some weakness earlier and it was disgusting
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Mar 30
Looking at old photos of flower arrangements and getting sentimental like l'm looking at photos of former loves of my life (which, of course, they are)
These babes were “foraged” end of summer blooms from my old neighborhood. MTL 2024
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Mar 24
this entire platform would beg to differ
Mar 24
contradictions are normal because life has nuance
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Mar 24
under circumstances that a lawyer casually assessed as “low key human trafficking,” I got ditched status-less (visa) and penniless in Canada.
I guess that’s called a ‘Maple Divorce’
Mar 24
this is so common that most court mandated assessments I’ve done for IPV ask if you’ve ever left your partner on a trip, side of the road, etc. not to mention ‘alpine divorce’ is a thing
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Mar 23
my Kibbe body type is HC (hormonal/cortisol)
Key attributes to this body profile are even your fingernails have cellulite and your vibe is distinctly being overwhelmingly defeated by trauma
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Mar 23
representation matters
Mar 22
thank you ladies of london for putting alcoholics back on reality television
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Mar 22
It’s always a bummer to realize the man you hitched your wagon to is a raging misogynist
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Mar 10
In our exact current times, your ability to own a home or have a child and opting into either or both tells me volumes more about your privilege and politics then anything you post on your social media or blather on about on your podcast
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Mar 10
the GOAT (not you paul, sorry)
ARCHIE FOREVER AND EVER. I miss this dog beyond comprehension
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