I just heard my mother sobbing from another room. that has been echoing in my mind for the list 2 hours. It has been exactly 17 hours since my channel was falsely terminated. I had to tell my parents, and watching them hear the news, broke something in my. they were consoling me, reminding me that the channel was not the only thing that mattered, but i saw it in their eyes, the tears they were holding back. I remember the time when i had placed my first earning in mother's hand, and today i saw those same hands tremble, as if she had seen a ghost. the worst part is, I could not even explain why the channel i had worked on is suddenly gone, but deep down i knew the reason. i had logged into my family TV with my account and the same TV also contained my brother's account which had some prior violations and thus
@TeamYouTube thought fit, to completely delete my channel with a history of 2 years, 58k subscribers and 61M views. they did not just delete it, they wiped it off completely. even i can't view the video i spend my entire youth working on. I feel like a captain, watching as his fleet of ship are drowning and he can do nothing. I have tried it all, i begged the support staff for just one reason why they had took away something that can very well be someone's livelihood, but i was given the same phrase over and over again, telling me that they are just doing this to protect the community as if i just didn't matter. but i tried i really did, i wrote tweets, i posted on reddit, i even emailed the Google's grievance department. i did get support but not help. I write this as my ship is so drowned that i can feel the cold water fill my boots. if you were to ask, i would give up anything to just rush to my mother, kiss her cheek and tell her that the channel had returned to us. but alas, maybe no one is coming to save me after all. just if, if you want to help. plz just get this to someone who can contact a real
@YouTube employee, one who might care just a bit about the creator who has spent solitudes. and not entirely blame it on the community. repost, quote, share. idc, i just want back something i was mine.
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