TLDR going to start to post less frequent and possibly all together (for the time being?)
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I'm noticing I am reaching a burn out point when it comes to my creativity to taking NSFW pictures/videos. I generally don't feel like hopping online anymore to just take pictures or record..
and if I do I struggle w ideas OR produce to my own standards, slop..
I'm extremely harsh on myself and my friends can testify to that
I've been going back to my roots on VR to just enjoy hangin out, exploring, cuddling and meeting randoms/mutuals in publics/lobbies
And its been considerably so that if I do feel like taking pictures, its just for sillyness or SFW ones for
@Ishayamii, not this account :3
Been enjoying hanging out w friends in discord, playing games, fitting funny outfits more than acting like a wh0re all around😅
And that's just the VR/Online aspect of my life~
I've been posting almost passionatly and daily for close to 3 years (outside of holidays/hospitalizations etc) and I'm damn proud on myself for that, and I'm glad to have met the friends I made thusfar with it💜
So from the bottom of my heart thank you for thusfar sharing the journey💋
This feeling of a burnout, honestly has been there for a while already, but now with:
- Work picking up where I might take on a manager position✨️
- My gf (
@AkashiyaVR) and I are seriously looking at stepping up our relationship to the next stage (looking at houses etc)💜🏡
- I feel my spare time is gone by trying to take pictures and I waste my time due to lack of creativity
And some other 'this' and 'thats', it felt like a good time to decide what is good for me
And that is spending more time w Akashiya, my friends, my work and spare time
I'll still be around, I'll still be open to do collabs (hit me up w an idea and I'll gladly help) AND I'll still do my own stuff here and there. But I'm done w posting the slop from my backlog and I rather focus improving myself outside of VR.
I want to be proud on what I post and frankly I havent for a bit outside of promo I did for Ari - Holoexe
So this aint a goodbye, I doubt that will ever happen.
But if you fancy meeting and just hanging out w me, hit me up or koin my group:
vrchat.com/home/group/grp_6c…
I might go more on green/blue or host my own hangout nights and stuff
(I have a blank server I've been sitting on, so if someone wants to help me set that up for a community, dm me.)