My most handsome boy. My son. The light of my life... You live with my mother now, and I'm so happy that you're doing so well there. When she sends me videos and pictures of you, I can see that you're comfortable, and that makes me so incredibly happy. I became so overwhelmed with my bills and my living conditions; I never, ever, ever wanted you to leave me, but I knew this transition was going to be better for you; healthier for you even. You will be supported so well, every need taken care of; in ways I simply couldn't afford to provide. I love you baby and I'm still your mama. I miss you and I'm so sorry. I did it so you would have a better life than what I could provide. I will come and visit you soon my darling. I think about you everyday. I cry happy tears when I think of you, and mournful ones as well. You are my everything and you saved me from myself when I couldn't do what was right for me... You have the most beautiful blue eyes I have seen. You have the softest fur, so pure like snow, mixed with warmth. The hardest thing as a parent is knowing when the right thing to do is the hardest. I gave you to my mom, but I NEVER gave up on YOU. You can't read this... ha... But these words have been haunting me and I need to get them out somehow. If anyone out there understands these feelings... please tell me I'm not alone. Today is really hard for some reason.
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