Four years ago, Pavel was in the hospital from an incurable, life-threatening condition. When it seemed like the end was near, he had an experience of total surrender. He stopped resisting the pain, or worrying about things outside of his control.
What followed was some of the happiest weeks of his life filled with euphoria and gratitude.
Miraculously, he lived. But for years after he tried to understand and reproduce that experience without much success β until he found Jhourney. On his online retreat, he was able to systematically enter the jhanas and noticed it was just like his time in the hospital.
He gained the ability to enter states of profound peace and love at will, and bring those benefits into his daily life and relationships. He's now interested in how jhanas and emotional well-being can help with chronic illness.