I believe this is the cost of waking up in a world being exploited by capitalism & industrialism.
Once you see the world for what it is, and you see what the systems of the world are dictating you do with your one life on this planet, the feeling is depressing & enraging
I think there’s something deeply wrong with the way I resent having a job. I know it’s fine morally to not want to be coerced to work for survival, but most people have the ability to suck it up. But I am haunted by the reality of my one life on this planet being owned by others.