As your personality comes back after years of dormancy, you notice it little by little. First you might make yourself laugh with your own thoughts, then you might feel unexpected bliss sitting on the couch one afternoon, then you might feel a wave of pleasant nostalgia when you go home to see your parents, then you might sit in the backyard with your friends or family drinking wine and laughing - laughing with others, and then you might see a beautiful stranger and feel an adolescent type of attraction so strong you could swear it's love