there’s no recovery for your findom addiction. this is it. this is the rest of your life. you need to learn to live with it by throwing yourself into it completely because you’re not going to get “better”. i promise you will be so much happier once you accept that.
you tried to resist findom all week but now the weekend is here.. your urges are rising and getting harder to ignore.. you know you’re not going to be able to last much longer.. might as well just give in before the inevitable happens and you lose all control.
stroke, stare, send. every cycle makes you dumber. every transfer makes you weaker. every word i say burrows deeper into your soft little brain until nothing exists but me.