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they threatened me if I were to repost the evidence of their long pattern of bigotry and conniving behavior (after pressing me to take down the posts under false pretenses of owning up to their actions) but make no mistake they haven't changed and only lied to cover their ass
heads up the person who runs this acc is @katjakenekaunis and they have said they would happily emotionally manipulate a 13 yr old and have in the past manipulated a 15 yr old into being suicidal and have no shame.
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people in the hetalia fandom treat it like it was made in the same fashion as stuff like BTD so that somehow makes it ok to act the way they do, but it's just... not?
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"well the actual countries did bad things so that means it's ok to ship incest and adult underage!!" you are mentally deranged and delusional
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adenium 𓆩♑π“†ͺ retweeted
I think "write for yourself" usually only really works as advice when advising people to write what they want and enjoy, not what they think readers want. If someone is searching for community and to be in relation to ppl, telling them to be okay being in isolation is not it...
If one more person tells me to write for myself I’m gonna crash out. And by crash out I mean I’m gonna write a whole ass essay about why that’s fake af and make every person who says that read the whole thing.
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adenium 𓆩♑π“†ͺ retweeted
Replying to @maidenesque
Yes. Like stop making me feel bad for wanting friends and to speak with others about our workβ€”I’m not wanting a popularity contest. That’s not what the OP is saying either. I’m wanting a community. Maybe some ppl want popularity, but not all of us. It’s about being with others.
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adenium 𓆩♑π“†ͺ retweeted
Exactly. Making people feel ashamed for wanting to be in community with other people is cruel. I will reiterate that writing for yourself should guide writing what you like, not what will please readers, but wanting to be treated as part of community is so human. It’s so human.
there is absolutely an element of needing to write for yourself but fic writers post and share as part of being in the community and being disappointed when something you worked hard on doesn't get much of a response is human and not deserving of a 'seek therapy' comment
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what I've endured is painful enough and having to deal with people poke fun at or discredit or even just straight up lie about me and what I've been struggling with is so disrespectful
Replying to @AdeniumNights
I can't keep up the picture of my kitty because it hurts too much and it won't change anything the words still matter the pain is still there
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I always save plenty of whiskers but I regret not keeping enough fur…. the smallest bits from the brushes are too difficult to pull out without ruining it
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never wanted to have to speak up about your shit and I wanted to talk about this even less. I am fully at my wit's end now. everything just hurts. I'm tired I'm so tired I don't want to have to look at that picture again but I'm so tired of lies always obscuring the truth
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I can't keep up the picture of my kitty because it hurts too much and it won't change anything the words still matter the pain is still there
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150 dollars to whoever can illustrate this Hetalia OC x canon to completion WITHOUT GHOSTING the way over 7 different artists I commissioned ended up doing 😢
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It's SO weird, why am I as the client having to do more labor? You don't have to glaze my characters or whatever, I'd never expect or force anyone to (even though yumeships always seem to get support?) but especially if I literally PAID you.. maybe do the work you were paid for?
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kinda difficult when many of the slots are redundant also having only canon characters to choose from otherwise filler characters would have easily taken up most of the list #naruto
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oops all Kimimaros
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adenium 𓆩♑π“†ͺ retweeted
Disproportionate is the amount of work I had to put in to someone who should have been apologizing to me... you're not understanding what this has put me through, and I have had zero support. You have no idea what that's like.
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I didn't deserve to be treated like that. It isn't crazy to notice insincerity if someone has not shown accountability or remorse, or to still just want a proper apology. I just want accountability and closure and move on from this for good.
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What exactly am I supposed to do? You didn't want to apologize truthfully & still want to be dishonest about the situation I'm left with nothing, I've been alone through all of this, I have no one to talk to, and according to you I'm just not allowed to be upset about any of it
I "wouldn't know that" because you have been dishonest, weaponize withholding information, and lie when you need to cover your tracks. This isn't the first time you've made up this notion I have some sort of support group, I don't.
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Who exactly would I tell? While you've had constant support, I've had nothing. There was rubbernecking, I brought it up when the context called for it, but they were either fleeting or on your side the entire time. To act like I went around telling a bunch of people is dishonest.
I "wouldn't know that" because you have been dishonest, weaponize withholding information, and lie when you need to cover your tracks. This isn't the first time you've made up this notion I have some sort of support group, I don't.
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I "wouldn't know that" because you have been dishonest, weaponize withholding information, and lie when you need to cover your tracks. This isn't the first time you've made up this notion I have some sort of support group, I don't.
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As if this whole thing hasn't been you making shit about yourself the entire fucking time. Even when you should have been apologizing for what you did to me, everything still had to be about you. Give me a fucking break.
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Again, it's as if I'm not allowed to be upset about what happened, only YOU can? How in the hell is that fair?
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