Today has been an extremely hard day reliving my story with a lawyer and basically no doctors give an iota about helping me file a lawsuit against the surgeon that did this to me. They're too busy protecting each other's backs is what I was informed of.
I am so discouraged right now and it feels like I'm screaming from rooftops into the abyss. I can't get my surgery done to fix this until I put together a deposit and once again my plans to move back to Alberta are in the pisser.
I don't have the money for the deposit, so it's all off the table. Everyone is broke due to the high costs of living by this wonderful government, so nobody can help. I just want to say fuck it all at this point. My ex mother in law did a 180 on me this morning about not having the deposit, so there goes the rest of it.
I don't know where she expects me to pull this money out of my ass when she knows that I can barely function some days due to the pain. But yeah sure, I'll pull $9K out of there!
Here's part of my story if you've never read it and yes it's a long damned read. PLEASE refrain from making suggestions about what to do regarding my health, THEY'VE ALL been done, tried, looked into etc.
I just want my life as it was BACK.
If you're a female that's been pregnant you'll understand this more and I am not trying to be "sexist" when I say that at all. There are just things that are relatable with the first part of my story to pregnant women and that's the point of my saying this. Nothing more.
In 2021, sometimes when you're pregnant a babies hand or foot gets stuck near one of your bones, it's annoying pain until the baby readjusts inside of your body. Given that I was perimenopause there was no way that I was pregnant and certainly wasn't showing it.
There's a pinkness that occurs in your vagina where doctors can tell what stage of fertility or menopause that you're in. This "pain" would come and go, but I knew something was wrong and I knew it was cancer. I was more focused on them talking about vaccines, not taking them etc. because of my nutrition education and focusing on my kids (adult men now) not taking them, so I wasn't focused on ME.
Too many distractions. I ignored it and was just focusing on what was happening to me at the time. I also knew that the hospitals were "flooded" and there was no way I was going to be diagnosed, so again just ignored it. Until one day I was in excruciating pain and was rushed to the hospital.
They told me that the "liquid" around the mass was detrimental to my health. Again, I ignored it hoping things would go back to "normal" so I could treat it myself. I also ignored it because I know that they exaggerate things and because I saw the "covid terror" that was being propagandized on msm.
So I assumed they were doing they were doing the same thing to me. I should've listened to my gut instincts. I was dismissed from school because I refused to get vaccinated and they KEPT my tuition for one semester and my PhD, all my savings down the drain.
They told us all, sorry about your luck but we're keeping this money because you won't get vaccinated. You also didn't give us "enough notice." Talk about bulI was getting my MASTERS DEGREE in Nutritional Sciences, we don't promote vaccines, we promote natural ways of healing. So it was a complete and utter fraud of everything we were taught.
So WHY the hell would I get one? My head was a mess, they knew I was vulnerable and they took advantage of it and I let them. I NEVER thought BC would force them upon us because they had such lax laws about "childhood vaccinations". Look it up, BC and Alberta - had the most lax laws.
So I thought no big deal, this will pass. FK was I wrong and way off the mark. Because I still wouldn't let them vaccinate me and so I lost everything ... my practice as nutritionist. My education in finishing my degree's .. ALL of it gone in flash, my ENTIRE SAVINGS.
Just gone and of course lawyers at that time DGAF, I was done. NOBODY would touch those cases. Everything I worked my entire life for, was destroyed in an instant.
n Oct/2023 I went to BC Cancer with an advocate from my clinic to meet the surgeon who was going to remove the mass from my left ovary. We talked for a bit and then she gave me a questionnaire to fill out, I filled it out the best I could -trying to remember things that were decades old.
I passed the questionnaire to her assistant. I live in the DTES of Vancouver, I am not vaccinated and I am half native - were all checked off, so you know. It took the surgeon about 15 mins to return and instantly I noticed a change in her demeanor, she was no longer pleasant and then began talking at me vs talking to me.
We began talking about the procedure she informed me that she was going to do a full hysterectomy. She didn't ask me if that's what I wanted done, she told me that's what she was going to do. At which time I told her no, I just wanted the mass and any other infected area's removed, that was it.
Side bar- you NEVER remove healthy reproductive organs from a woman if you don't have to because it affects our hormones greatly. She insisted a full hysterectomy was best. I told her no again, she began getting very irate and arrogant of course. "We what if it comes back, you can prevent it spreading this way". I said, "well if it comes back, then I guess I'll have to get another surgery done, I am not doing it if it's not necessary at this time.
I know it can put me back into menopause and my doctor shares that same sentiment." "Well with all due respect, your "doctor" is not an oncologist, she's just a nurse practitioner" and neither are you." So I said, "with all due respect to you, my doctor is an actual doctor as well being as an NP, she's also a nutritionist and is one of the best doctor's in this city."
"And with all due respect who do you think takes care of your cancer patients after you perform surgery?" She started raising her voice and persisted on with a bunch of "what if's" trying to guilt me into getting a full hysterectomy done and finally I had enough.
I told her point blank and said, "that's a lot of WHAT IF'S that you're trying to fear monger with me and it's not going to work!" Then I told her, "I would never let her near my body let alone with a scalpel and would find another surgeon." She said, "good luck" and slammed the door. I was in tears, grabbed my bag, I looked at my advocate (who she completely ignored) and said, we're leaving.
I seriously couldn't believe this surgeon's attitude and that she worked at BC Cancer. I was completely silent on the ride back to my doctor's office, as she was waiting for me to tell her how it went. I told her everything that happened, my advocate confirmed it and then my doctor proceeded to fill out a complaint form to send in. Which was successfully accepted.
When I had my surgertv