Friday was brutal. Was green in EVERY account I had. Closed all tabs besides my TPT tradovate. I was 2200 and just feeling great. Get distracted with work, missed a prime setup and fomo'd into a trade. Something I dont do often. Took an L. Then another and so on until they blew up. I then went on to turn Lucid, E8, Tradeify from green days into all losing red days. I havent spiraled like this in months. I went outside and cut the grass, got my mind right and stopped pouting. Told myself to come back better on Monday. It was a long weekend needing to sit there and think about the mess up I had, but it was needed. Today I had a few nice setups, created the 10AM rule for my funded accounts. (no trading after 10AM no matter what).
615 in Tradeify and recovering most of Fridays loss. 890 in Lucid and recovered all of Fridays loss. $1495 in MFF...I half passed TPT evals again but they take 5 days so wont be funded there til end of week at best. I lost the E8 accounts (started today with $400 draw left to lose) Overall, happy with the recovery. Shooting to have E8 and TPT funded by end of week and keep moving in right direction with the 15 funded I have. Goes to show how hard trading is. I took 100k in payouts in May. I havent broken 15k this month and now spending again to get funded. The 100k was a blessing and a curse, I think my psychology got messed up from the 100k. No excuses, but I was obviously getting greedy and over confident but the market humbled me