One of the heart-wrenching devotional cry of Utapladeva, from Śivastotravalī:
"प्रसीद भगवन् येन त्वत्पदे पतितं सदा ।
मनो मे तत्तदास्वाद्य क्षीवेदिव गलेदिव ॥
प्रहर्षाद्वाथ शोकाद्वा यदि कुङ्याद्धटादपि ।
बाह्यादथान्तराद्भावात्प्रकटीभव मे प्रभो ॥"
"O Lord, be pleased! so that I always remain fallen at Your feet, and my mind melts away by the taste (of various mystical states).
Whether in great joy or sorrow, whether in a wall or in a pot, whether outside or inside, O Lord, reveal Yourself."
Notice what he does not ask for. He does not ask Śiva to remove his suffering. He does not ask for mystical powers. He does not even ask for liberation. He asks only one thing: "Reveal Yourself."
In joy—reveal Yourself.
In sorrow—reveal Yourself.
In the sacred—reveal Yourself.
In the ordinary wall and the ordinary pot—reveal Yourself. Within me—reveal Yourself.
Outside me—reveal Yourself.
This is the essence of Tantra, not escaping the world, but recognising Śiva in everything.
Utpaladeva, as a great philosopher, argues with extraordinary precision, but as a devotee, he weeps like us for the Lord Śiva:
प्रकटीभव मे प्रभो — "Manifest Yourself to me, O Lord."
Jai Ma Ram!