Briant, this whole thing gives me both inspiration and disappointment
I donāt want it to be perceived as me having zero hope yet it does make me more frustrated and less enthusiastic. Ironically, this is why I kind of hate not being busy enough. Idle mind is the devilās playground!
I want to share where my frustration is coming from. You may remember how I said the other night that men are prideful. You may also recall how I said before that men are less risk averse etc. Well, these are all parts of one big diagnosis. Menās power is both their gift and curse
Disclaimer: Iām far from that boomerish trait to totally gaslight men yet I acknowledge that men are āthe gunā. It may kill. It may protect
Western white men have a tendency to be too prideful to find ANY consensus, ESPECIALLY when young. What a waste: young years ARE the ones where they have the highest potential! Itās all going down the drain and becomes a never ending cycle of descriptive analysis, FOMO-hedonism and fruitless self-reflection
Iāve been able to communicate and have exchanges with so many bright minds here on X over such a short span of time. Each of them is great individually yet thereās that constant trend to call each other out on minor things or flaws that it actually starts looking too feminine to me: you know how women are whining just for the sake of whining and not because theyāll be happy when you offer them a solution - quite opposite actually?
Iāve seen so much of this in my life⦠And you know what? Itās naive to think women donāt see and/or utilize it. You know what else women know? If a man has spotted some shit, she in most cases can just send him nudes and heāll be wagging his tail like a happy little puppy. Itās pathetic. Unfortunately that includes many of these bright minded men Iāve mentioned above
āI honestly remain pessimisticā
Completely understandable, for whatever reason I just cannot maintain that myselfā¦
Society is a fvcking dumpster fireā¦. And I just end up having a coffee and plotting out a range mapā¦.