Tapering off Lexapro since 2023. Spreading awareness of SSRI risks and withdrawal.

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Go on an SSRI, they said. It’ll be totally fine, they said… #ssri #taper #withdrawal
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The next opiate crisis is the psych drug crisis 65 million Americans on dependence-forming drugs (not just benzos) they may well go through hell trying to withdraw from Most of them not yet realizing this is the case But they will be soon The cultural tipping point is here
I don't expect any of you to give a shit, but I would like to share something with all of you. This is kind of a cautionary tale for younger person in my audience. For the love of God: DO NOT FUCK AROUND WITH BENZODIAZEPINE. Like it was a plague, don't do Xanax, or Klonopin, or Valium, unless it is under strict medical supervision and you're well educated on the drug. When I was 18 I had severe anxiety. My anxiety was so extreme I was afraid to shower, put gas in my car, etc. Once I was so afraid to shower I didn't bathe for 8 months. My anxiety was debilitating. I was eventually given a narcotic called Klonopin. The doctor didn't warn me about the drug. Klonopin is an extremely effective anti-anxiety medication. It was like a breathe of fresh air. I was able to function. It saved my life. However, what the doctor DID NOT tell me is that Klonopin is like rat poison and is INCREDIBLY DANGEROUS. I cannot stress this enough: INCREDIBLY DANGEROUS. The long term effects of Benzodiazepine is catastrophic. General speaking, physicians only want you taking drugs like Klonopin for 90 days MAXIMUM. I've been taking it for over 15 years. My brain and body are both heavily dependent on the drug. If I don't have my Klonopin I physically cannot function. My arms shake, I get headaches, I get confused, I get overwhelming anxiety, I get physically sick, it is absolutely awful. It feels very similar to having the Influenza virus mixed with extreme sleep depravation mixed with being hung over. Additionally, whenever I told other physicians I take Klonopin I am treated like a drug addict and they scoff at me. Several times in the past, when in an Emergency Room or whatever, and I mention I take Klonopin, I've had doctors directly tell me, "Well, I'm not going to give you any Xanax", or "Why are you really here?". It's terrible and embarrassing. Anyway, to make a long story short I've decided to begin the journey of quiting the drug. I can't quit cold turkey, because it can kill you .. because it can cause death by stroke, heart attack, seizure, ... whatever. Instead I am working with my physician to slowly taper off the drug. I'm day five into a 25% reduction, which in some cases is fast, but I agreed to try it. I've had mild insomnia and mild irritability. Besides this though I'm doing pretty good. Once I've kept at this 25% reduction for about 8 weeks I will try to reduce by another 25%. Seriously though, don't fuck around Benzos like Xanax, Klonopin, Valium, etc. This shit will fuck you up bro
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If a provider thinks someone experiencing akathisia, memory loss, and cognitive processing issues are signs of a generalized anxiety disorder relapse due to antidepressant discontinuation, I don’t think they should be managing psychiatric medications.
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The world’s leading experts on *safe* SSRI tapering are those of us who’ve taken/come off these drugs, ourselves. This shouldn’t be seen as a threat— the word ‘expert’, after all, comes from the Latin word for “tried, proved, known thru experience”—but as an invitation. 🕊️🕊️🕊️
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For decades, those of us speaking about the harms caused by taking and coming off psychiatric drugs have been ignored, denied or dismissed. I’ve been labeled everything from “antipsychiatry,” “anti-science,” and “Scientologist,” to “right-wing fascist” and “anti-vax,” to simply “too mentally ill” to understand what was happening to me. Now the APA’s own annual meeting is full of panels on deprescribing, overmedication, withdrawal, and psychiatrists openly admitting they regret not helping patients come off these drugs sooner. The hundreds of thousands of personal stories of psychiatric iatrogenesis have become impossible to keep waving away as meaningless anecdotes. I have deep compassion for how hard it must be to face the possibility that you’ve been inadvertently causing harm to patients you’ve been trying to help. But fear is the master distorter of truth, and the only way out is through. We are eager to build a big-tent coalition to begin work on these changes we all know are necessary. I hope you’ll join us.
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Can antidepressants work? Yes. Can antidepressants fail to work? Yes. Can antidepressants harm? Yes. All of these can be true.
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Been on X for only 24hrs and got a d*ath threat for sharing my story about antidepressant withdrawal. A few years ago, I might’ve deleted this account. But if you saw the messages I get from people suffering through withdrawal—the desperation, the pain—you’d keep talking too. So I'll see you guys again tomorrow 🙂
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It really shouldn't need to be said but here is @taperingtay in possession of a bleeding lefty heart but also a brain susceptible to the principle of homeostasis in response to exposure to psychotropic drugs re-iterating that this is not a partisan issue but a public health issue that needs to be addressed.
As a Democrat and someone who is not affiliated with MAHA, I want to continue to reiterate that antidepressant withdrawal is a nonpartisan issue. People are suffering and need our help. It shouldn't matter what side of the fence you are on to come together on this. I posted this video over a year ago but it still seems highly relevant today.
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THESE DANGEROUS ANTI-DEPRESSION DRUGS ARE NOT SAFE AND THERE IS ZERO SCIENCE BEHIND THEM! Yet, 26% of American women now take at least one SSRI drug.
For decades, those of us speaking about the harms caused by taking and coming off psychiatric drugs have been ignored, denied or dismissed. I’ve been labeled everything from “antipsychiatry,” “anti-science,” and “Scientologist,” to “right-wing fascist” and “anti-vax,” to simply “too mentally ill” to understand what was happening to me. Now the APA’s own annual meeting is full of panels on deprescribing, overmedication, withdrawal, and psychiatrists openly admitting they regret not helping patients come off these drugs sooner. The hundreds of thousands of personal stories of psychiatric iatrogenesis have become impossible to keep waving away as meaningless anecdotes. I have deep compassion for how hard it must be to face the possibility that you’ve been inadvertently causing harm to patients you’ve been trying to help. But fear is the master distorter of truth, and the only way out is through. We are eager to build a big-tent coalition to begin work on these changes we all know are necessary. I hope you’ll join us.
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We need to normalize not being on any medications as the default of human existence
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Now who is fearmongering? I’ve seen multiple large accounts, including clinicians, amplifying claims that RFK Jr. is planning to “ban SSRIs.” But where is the evidence for that? The official HHS statements released Monday said nothing about banning antidepressants. In fact, RFK Jr. explicitly stated: “If you are taking psychiatric medication, we are not telling you to stop.” What we actually have is a Reuters report citing anonymous sources claiming some restrictions were “discussed”, without even specifying which drugs or what “restriction” means. That’s a very different claim from “SSRIs are going to be banned.” Spreading these kind of sensationalist narratives could cause real harm: • vulnerable patients panicking and abruptly stopping medication • stockpiling and early refill requests • medication hoarding and local shortages • people seeking black market or unregulated overseas sources • overwhelmed clinicians fielding panic calls about forced tapering Policy focused debates on overprescribing, informed consent, withdrawal, and deprescribing support are to be welcomed. But turning vague anonymous claims into “SSRIs are being banned” headlines is deeply irresponsible and the clinicians who are doing it really should know better….
People I care a whole lot about rely on SSRIs to make their lives work. I don’t know where I would be without SSRIs. Get your fucking hands and your crazy conspiracy theories out of our medicine cabinets.
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People act like the pharmaceutical companies and lobbyists would let anyone ban SSRIs 😂 Let’s be real here, guys. That would never happen. It makes them way too much money. Let’s use our brains!
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Just to be clear no one is suggesting banning SSRI'S. It's about curtailing the continued mass prescribing (tens of millions are now taking them) and educating prescribers how to SAFELY taper patients off SSRI'S (that want to get off) to avoid neurological injuries. Patient safety and informed consent matters.
Just to be clear, banning SSRIs is an extremely bad idea. SSRIs have a sort-of 'hatedom' online, but the NNTs are still very low. These drugs save lots of lives and pulling them is a horrible idea that will result in immediate death with little upside.
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Replying to @AhmadRehanKhan
There is nothing “anti psychiatry” about accurately appraising the risks and benefits of psychiatric drugs. Rather, it’s foundational to good psychiatric practice. We need better long-term data, better informed consent pitting effect size vs. known (and unknown) adverse effects.
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SSRIs shouldn't be a political issue. Whatever your politics, we can all agree that SSRI chemicals carry health risks (including pregnancy complications & impact on fetal brain development.) Stronger warnings are needed & patients' informed choices should be supported.
People I care a whole lot about rely on SSRIs to make their lives work. I don’t know where I would be without SSRIs. Get your fucking hands and your crazy conspiracy theories out of our medicine cabinets.
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Anyone care to tell this person that he’s wrong? Because I don’t know how much more I have left in me lmao
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Me on Lexapro 10 mg (left) Me on Lexapro 2.83 mg (right) Let me know if you can see the #SSRI eyes
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The only memories I have for what I was like in my 20s are from photos. I’m 31 and pretty much do not remember any of my 20s due to an #ssri (lexapro) completely blunting my emotions, preventing me from forming/keeping relationships, and causing cognitive issues.
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Replying to @WithdrawalCoach
It is without a doubt a failure of psychiatry to not have clear guidelines, affordable and accessible care that created this vacuum.
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Providing safe offramps from dependence-forming psychiatric medications for those who no longer wish to take them is not the same as “banning” psych meds. This is not about removing access. This is about giving people more options.
New - WASHINGTON, May 8 (Reuters) - U.S. health department ​officials last week explored whether they could ban certain drugs in a widely prescribed class of antidepressants as Health Secretary Robert F. Kennedy ‌Jr. prepared to roll out a plan to reduce their use, according to two people familiar with the discussions. w/@yabutaleb7
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